Nothing Prepares You For Losing Your Home

 This little character house was my little pride and joy.  I bought this house as a single woman. I fixed it up. I did the landscaping and I only had $24,000 left on the mortgage when the bank decided to take it. I bought the house for $64,000 and in the end it was worth $350,000.  I owed the bank $180,000 which I put it up against a business I had with a man I was involved with. A low life, lying sociopath LOL no bitterness here. Nothing prepared me for losing my home.  I lost my home to foreclosure not because I didn’t pay my mortgage but because the business couldn’t pay the debt.

I actually thought God would perform a miracle, I really did.  I had faith, and when He didn’t, my whole life fell apart and I have not been able to get any traction since. This December it will be 3 years since I have lost everything, my business,  my home,  my health I’m on disability and any faith I had in a God.

I wanted to start this blog 3 years ago so ppl could walk with me as I went through this journey, going through bankruptcy. Getting back on my feet. Haven’t really gotten back on my feet.  So I am starting this blog now. Using this blog as some sort of traction for myself.  I hope someone out there might get some benefit from something I went through. It still feels like I’m walking through hell. The sad reality is that I’m all alone. It was in the last few months that I finally realized that I suffered with civilian PTSD which I never knew existed. Well I will end my first post on that note.  I have a lot to say. I will let you know all the sorted little details of the man that I was involved with because he’s not what you think and he is still out there.